dolphinfei

到底是什麼?
i can't go any deeper..
i walk around the circle but find no place to get in.can i learn this from someone?
or it is because i'm too lazy?
is it, as someone said, 'bottleneck'?
or it is simply so called 'everything is difficult at the beginning'?
i don't know and i don't care what it is --
just hope i can pass over it and get started
cause i don't have much time left..i should start!
should!
maybe i just have to tell myself--i can do it. i should start. i have to face it.
and i might conquer it.